Can a Psychic See It All?

A long time ago when I accepted these psychic medium abilities, I had a talk with Spirit.

I asked them to never show me what I cannot change in regard to what may be deemed as fate.

“If I can’t change it, I do not want to see it”. That was my one rule, my one request of Spirit.

Today I wonder if that request of Spirit was a mistake.

It was just over a week ago I met her.

She brought her beautiful daughter in to see me because she had gifts of her own that she didn’t understand. She brought her in to learn how to be safe within the woo-woo world. The spirit realms are no different than our earthly realms… there is good, and there is, well, I prefer the term “unsavory”. Yes, there are unsavory energies/spirits just like there are unsavory humans. Having Spiritual gifts carries burdens and responsibilities you may not realize, and the mom brought her teen daughter in to learn how to navigate safely.

The session ran late as it often does, and it was time for my next client as I was saying goodbye.

We had been emailing back and forth often over several days. She told me she passed out one night. I figured it was stress. And suddenly the next morning I received word she was found unresponsive and was now on life support without any idea of what happened.  

The last several days I blamed myself, even though I am a nurse and know crap happens.

I had a hard time resolving the fact that the beautiful daughter I saw just a few days prior found her mom not breathing and had to do CPR and call 911.

I had a hard time resolving the fact that I am an effing psychic, a medical intuitive… how did I not see this??? Was I not paying attention? Was I blowing it off as just “stress” which is all to common in this world?

Every day I checked in. Every day I prayed and even asked other healers I know to pray and send light to all of them.

I was afraid. I didn’t want a woman who loved her family so much to leave here, and for those she left behind to suffer with the pain of losing her.

I was angry at God for a moment… “You give me this so-called gift, and I may have been able to help her… why didn’t I see it?”

The response…

“Even if you would have noticed days earlier, the outcome would have been the same”. The nurse in me struggles to agree with this.

But over the last few days I learned a few things.

I have learned God/Source has a plan and it isn’t always our business to know.

I learned to pray for peace and light as it is not my place to ask God for a specific outcome.

I learned you can be deeply impacted by someone you hardly know.

I remembered that we are human, and that it is normal to wonder what else we could have done or what could have been done differently.

It was just over a week ago I met her, and today it appears she will begin her journey back Home.  

Today I will do ceremony to help her transition, and to honor her and her family as she loved them so much.

Today this nurse will understand there was nothing more they could do.

Today this psychic will accept you cannot know and see it all.

Today I will shed a few tears in the hopes that I can save her family from just a few.

With Love,

Becky Costello, Psychic Medium